When I fall in love. I should never get hurt.
I guess that's what I wanted, inside my head, inside my heart nothing more. Ceasing away from pain. Life as always has been quite rude to me. Do I need a boyfriend? Or am I just jealous that others have their own? Or is it just because I'm proceeding to the next psycho-social stage?? Ohoii. I don't know. Everytime I tend to like someone, i just don't see them as someone who's going to like me. :(
People often say that someone will eventually just arrive to your life.. But then, how will I suppose to react or even know if his there? Life is so not fair sometimes.
I want to make my summer memorable. Being 18 next next month is not something I thought would be special, but then here I am, waiting for that date to come. :(
My head is distracted again. :(
I just want it to be stable, to be focus, to be determined, not like this. I feel dumb :(
Dear Blog of mine, I love you forever. :) Thank You.
I guess that's what I wanted, inside my head, inside my heart nothing more. Ceasing away from pain. Life as always has been quite rude to me. Do I need a boyfriend? Or am I just jealous that others have their own? Or is it just because I'm proceeding to the next psycho-social stage?? Ohoii. I don't know. Everytime I tend to like someone, i just don't see them as someone who's going to like me. :(
People often say that someone will eventually just arrive to your life.. But then, how will I suppose to react or even know if his there? Life is so not fair sometimes.
I want to make my summer memorable. Being 18 next next month is not something I thought would be special, but then here I am, waiting for that date to come. :(
My head is distracted again. :(
I just want it to be stable, to be focus, to be determined, not like this. I feel dumb :(
Dear Blog of mine, I love you forever. :) Thank You.
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